The last few days at Finland were spent at Ville A.'s house since you sent him to Valo's house to pick up your things. The guys already knew you two were over they just didn't understand why. You tried to look as you didn't care about him but that's what you have always done to prevent yourself to get hurted. Valo on the other side was trying to hook up with as many girls as he could so he could just forget about you since he couldn't stop thinking about you.
"Ville, let me pay you a drink" Said another blonde bimbo from the bar. Ville wanted to take the pain away and what a better way than drinking? Something he swore he had left but now there was nothing that could help him forget and he needed it.
"A beer please" Replied Valo as he sat on one of the chairs in front of the bar as the girl sat on his lap. Smiling without feeling behind, Ville just put his arm on the bar stool and waited for the dark liquid to arrive. He was sure his friends weren't coming but he was so wrong.
Walking into the bar with Ville A. and The 69 eyes' guys, you made your way to an empty booth. Scanning the bar you saw that Ville was on the bar stool with a girl on his lap and trying to swallow the pain you turned around
"Isn't that Ville?" Asked Jussi as he saw Ville taking a glass of beer. "What the fuck is he doing there?" Asked Jyrki as he stood up and walked to Ville, Jussi following behind with the rest of the guys. You just stayed sit not wanting to go and face him although he was doing something he shouldn't.
"What the fuck are you about to do Ville?" Asked Jussi with fury as he took the beer away from Ville's hand. The girl let out a little girl's scream and replied, "Ville what are they doing?"
Letting go of her Ville said, "It's my life and I do whatever I want and drinking is one of them" And trying to grab the beer bootle from Jussi you stepped in.
"Do you think that by drinking you are going to take all the pain away, you dumbass?" You asked angry showing in your voice. You knew you shouldn't be talking to him but you couldn't let him drink and loose all the things that he had built after stop drinking.
"And do you think you can tell me what to do?" He asked back with the same tone that you had in your voice. Pushing him so he would step outside the group that had formed, you grabbed his hand and took him outside the bar.
"We should go and stop them" Said Bazie which made Jussi shook his head.
"Nope, I know Ville was going to do that to forget about her, they should solve their problems alone without anyone interfering" And everyone agreed and went back to sit.
Letting go of Ville's hand you turned to him and said, "What were you thinking?"
"What do you care? I thought you told me that I should solve my problems on my own" Ville said back as he looked into your eyes seeing the angry feeling.
"Yes that's right but solve them on your own not solve them with alcohol, I think you are more intelligent than that"
"Don't give me that. You left me without a reason or well because of a stupid reason. How can I solve that huh?" Ville asked as he now was face to face with you.
"Ville, this wasn't meant to be we live far away from each other, we would barely see each other. This last few months were great but we just can't continue this" You said not really feeling that but you knew it had to be done. Ville just shook his head and replied,
"We could make it work, Carla. It's you, you are in love with that Matthias and you have known him for what? Three days?" Asked Ville as his eyes darkened.
"I'm not in love with him, he is just a good guy that's all...The point isn't that, the thing is that you were about to throw everything away by drinking with a blonde bimbo there just because you are way to stupid to realise there are better ways to solve the problems"
"I'm a what?" He said as he now had you agaisnt the wall just inches from you, his eyes cold as ice.
"Stupid" You whispered as he now was scaring you and you had to keep telling yourself he wouldn't hurt you physically. Ville just looked at you with a dead look on his face.
"I won't let you go" Whispered Ville as his lips were just inches from you. You could felt yourself wanting those lips surrending to them. Shaking your head, trying to deny him, you knew those feelings were stronger than you thought and soon Ville was crashing his lips with yours in a kiss full of passion.
"No, Ville no..." You said moving your head to the side which only made him grabbed your face again and kissed you again. Ville won't stop, he swore he wouldn't let you go and wrapping your arms around your waist bringing you closer as you surrendered to him, he pulled away and whispered, "Let's get to my apartment, we need to talk before you leave tomorrow"
And nodding your head, not really having power to say 'no' since that kiss still got you dazed, you let Ville grabbed your hand and walked you to a cab. Getting into it he gave the directions to his house all the ride silent as you two were lost in your own thoughts.
Once you got there, Ville payed the cab and the two of you walked upstairs to his apartment. Opening the door he let you in first and as you looked around you saw that it was all cleaned. Turning to him, he said "I cleaned a bit"
Nodding your head, already seeing it you walked around and watched the photos on the wall since you haven't been there much to look around the place, "Do you want a coffee or something?" Ville asked and you turned your head and nodded,
"Yes please" And as Ville walked to the kitchen you looked at his back. What were you doing there? You didn't know, as much as you told yourself not to surrender to that feeling he gave you when he was near you, you couldn't help it. And if you knew better, he was going to win.
You grabbed a frame of a picture of Ville and a beautiful little girl and as you saw him walked into the living room, you asked "Who is she?"
"That's my niece, Thalia" And walking to you, he gave you the cup and smiled looking at the picture, "She has three years old, my brother's daughter"
"She is so cute" You replied and placed the photo back on it place. Looking up, you took a sip of your coffee and saw Ville looking at you, "We should talk, Carla"
"Ville I know I acted without thinking and all, but I know when a man is in love and I'm sorry but I can't help you forgetting Jonna because I have feelings too and then our relationship would of be all a lie"
Shaking his head Ville replied, "I don't love Jonna, that's where you are wrong...I don't have feelings for her, I have feelings for you" He said as he layed down the coffee on the coffee table and put his hands cupping your face. Looking deep into your eyes trying to see any feeling, Ville said, "Just give me one more opportunitty and I swear I won't fail again, it's just that she has caused most of my problems and I'm tired of her and she won't let me alone I'm afraid she would take you away from me, I don't want that"
Looking at him, just taking in all he said you couldn't believe he had feelings for you so soon, and you couldn't believe that you were feeling the same way as him when he said, "And yes, if you see love in my eyes, it's true but it's not for Jonna but for you"
You were spechless, you didn't know what to say next you decided that actions speak louder than words so kissing his lips softly you let him know that you felt just the same way. Wrapping your arms around his neck, you brought him closer to you since you had missed his lips this last few days without him and you wanted to enjoy him now.
Ville knew, because of your kiss, that you were telling him that you felt the same way and that you were going to give him a second chance and he knew that this time he wasn't going to fuck it up, he was going to make it work. Scopping you in his arms, Ville started walking to his room at which you said, "There was a perfect floor there and a couch"
"Nope. This time I want you in my bed" And laying you down, he started kissing you all over as the two of you lost in each other's love all night long.
No hay comentarios:
Publicar un comentario