Quickly jumping apart, you and Ville looked at the balcony entrance and saw no other than Bam Margera itself. Smiling and shocked at how much he had changed, you watched as Bam ran to Ville and jumped on him.
“Willeee!” Said him as both of them went flying to the floor. Laughing at that you took a photo which made Bam looked up.
“And who are you?” Asked Bam as he stood up and helped Ville.
Putting your hand on your hips, you replied “How come you don’t remember about me, Bambi”
Raising an eyebrow he said, “Only one person used to call me Bamb…CHAR!” And went to hug you. Laughing you hugged him back as he asked you what you were doing there.
“Well I’m a photographer and I came with Ville Akseli to take photos of the guys for an upcoming book about them” Nodding his head Bam went all about catching you up on his life. How he got married, although you already knew because of the news, and told you more about his wife.
“I didn’t bring Missy with me because she had to work, but she said that if she finishes early she will join us”
“Oh I’m so anxious to meet the girl who changed your ‘I’m not going to marry ever’ thoughts” You said which made Ville laughed and Bam grinned.
“She had changed Bam upside down for good, although he doesn’t want to admit it” Said Ville and Bam just shrugged his shoulder.
“I just don’t feel that way” Nodding your head you put your hand on his shoulder and said, “I understand what you mean, it happened to me”
“What? You have already been married?” Sighing knowing that you will have to eventually tell them , you cursed yourself for letting that slip out of your mouth. But you were glad when the guys from ‘The 69 Eyes’ came backstage.
Bam quickly forgot about the question and went to greet the guys, while you did the same. But Ville haven’t forgotten and he was sure as hell going to find that out. He couldn’t believe you were married. Thinking that asking Ville A. was going to be easier that asking you Ville waited until everyone got into the tour bus and back to the hotel where you were getting all the stuff to continue with the tour.
Getting into the bus once again on the way to Germany, all the guys were drinking except from you and Ville. You were really tired to drink so you decided to call it a night and go to your bunk and catch on your sleep.
Ville thought that now was a good time to go and know about the truth. If you were married then he was fucked since he knew you were the one for him and he wasn’t about to let you go. But he couldn’t go against marriage since he already felt what was to be cheat on from his last girlfriend, Jonna, so he was really fucked if you were.
Sitting next to Ville A. that was sipping on his beer and taking photos, you spoke up, “Hey Ville I’ve got a question for you”
And Ville hoped that Ville A. was drunk enough to forget about his question but to reply with the truth. Ville A. turned to him and nodded his head for Ville to continue, “Well is your friend Char married?”
Raising an eyebrow Ville A. replied, “I think she was…yeah when I met her she was, I don’t know if she is now”
Nodding his head, Ville felt a sharp pain in his heart, he needed to know for sure. So you were married that was for sure. Now he understood why you pulled away when he kissed you, but you had never told him that you were married.
Walking to his bunk, not really feeling good at all, he saw that you were laying on your bed reading a book. And putting his hands on his pocket he felt something cold in one of them. Taking out the object, he saw that it was the necklace he had found the day before.
“Hey Char, sorry to interrupt you, but I found this yesterday’s morning on the floor and I was wondering if it was yours?”
Looking up at him and then at the chain he had on his hands, you put your hand to your chest and gasped, “Oh my god Ville thank you so much! You don’t know how much this means to me”
Smiling, glad that he did a good thing, he replied “No I don’t really know how much it means, it’s really pretty though” And he glanced at your hand as you took it and saw no marriage ring.
Nodding your head, you looked at it as memories of who gave it to you came back to your head and tears started forming in your eyes. Ville seeing it, put his hands on your chin and lifted it.
“Hey what’s wrong darling?” Asked Ville as a tear slipped down your porcelain cheek.
“I was just reminded of something, don’t you worry”
“I didn’t know that giving this to you was going to make you cry, I would never have given it to you in the first place” Said Ville which made you smiled through tears.
“It’s fine, I guess I will have to tell you the story so you don’t think I’m a head case or something” Smiling Ville replied, “I will never think that but you can tell me anyway”
“Well about three years ago I met this guy, a co worker, after getting to know each other we started dating and it was all so magical. We got married after one year, he gave me this necklace and ring that I had at my house, and it was all perfect, but as all good things one day it had to end. One rainy day he was picking me up from work and he couldn’t make it, a truck hit his car making him killed instantly” Now tears started falling freely from your eyes. Ville looked at you and all that he did was hug you. Running his hands up and down your back, he hoped he comforted you. You didn’t like to cry in front of anyone, but when you talked about your lost husband you couldn’t help yourself.
“It’s okay sweetheart” He continued. And pulling away he looked into your eyes and with his thumb he cleaned the falling tears. “I believe you have him here” And putting his hand on your heart, Ville was feeling bad that he made you felt sad. Nodding your head you said, “He is, thank you Ville”
Smiling, he leaned in and kissed your cheek, “Now sleep, tomorrow we will be at Germany and off to the concert where you will have to take kickass photos” Ville said which made you giggled and nodded your head.
Laying down on your bed once again, you closed your eyes and instantly felt asleep. Ville watched as you drifted into sleep and was happy that you were not married, but he wasn’t happy that you were sad because you lost a loved one. With that thought on his mind, he tripped to his bunk and layed down.
The next morning, you were all awoken by Seppo as you arrived to yet another hotel, but now you were all in Berlin, Germany. You quickly grabbed your bag and got into the room. Wanting to get a shower, you did stripping from your clothes and getting into the bathtub. You were shocked that you opened up so much to Ville, you hadn’t opened up to someone so much since your husband died.
You would never tell about him to anyone, only the ones who were really closed to you knew about him and his death. You still felt guilty about it, since that day he called you when you were at your work and told you that he was going to pick you up. Knowing that they day was horrible you should have told him no, but you accepted and he crashed. All your fault. After a few years of theraphy some of the guilt was going away but some still ached in your heart.
You haven’t loved someone as you have loved your husband, Matti. He was also finnish and came down to USA for work. And when he died everyone, seeing the state at which you were, told you that you had to find someone else, but that someone else haven’t appeared and you weren’t looking for it either.
Getting out of the bathtub, you walked to the mirror and brushed your wet hair. Blow drying it, you let it fall down and when you finished you went to change in some fresh clothes. Putting on a black bra with matching thong, you dressed in blue jeans, a black 69 eyes tshirt and black sandals.
Applying black eyeliner, you checked in the mirror and thought that you were looking fine. A knock on the door was heard, when you opened you saw that Jyrki was standing there.
“Hey love, I just brought you the backstage pass since we are leaving now for rehearsal, you can meet us at the concert hall around 8, the show starts at 9” Said Jyrki and you nodded your head.
“Is Ville A. going with you?”
“No, I think he said he was going sightseeing or something, go talk to him” Saying your goodbyes, you grabbed your bag and camera and walked to Ville A.’s room. Knocking on his door, he opened it.
“Whatcha doing?” You asked as you made your way into his room. Shrugging his shoulders indicating you that he was not doing anything you took a seat on the bed.
“You know, yesterday Ville asked me a question” Started Ville A. Raising an eyebrow you waited for him to continue, “He asked me if you were married or something. Are you two sweet on each other or what?”
“No! What are you talking about? I’m not married actually my husband died on a car accident, I know I’ve never told you, it’s just that I didn’t find the right moment to”
Shocked Ville A. went to hug you and you found it sweet, “It’s fine, It’s over now It happened two years ago”
“Still I didn’t know about it I wouldn’t have bother you with Ville. Anyway I think he's sweet on you”
Sighing you replied “I’m going to tell you something that happened, but promise me that you won’t tell anyone”
Nodding his head he waited for you to tell, “Well Ville had kissed me twice and I felt something but I’m too scared about that feeling…”
“You mean like you felt I don’t know maybe…Alive or something? That a fire was lit in your stomache everytime his lips touch yours?”
Amazed at how he could put it together, you nodded your head, “How do you know so much about it?”
Grinning he said, “Oh I have felt it too with my girlfriend” And if he knew Ville V., Ville A. was damn sure that Ville V. won’t let you go so easily.
“How come you have a girlfriend and I have never known about it?” You asked wanting to get away from the subject of Ville and you.
“Oh well It’s still too fresh but I know she is the right girl for me, a man feels it even if you women think that we don’t”
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