The weeks passed so quickly that you didn't realize that it was just a week for the whole tour to finish and you couldn't be happy at all. You have got to know this guys and loved them as friends and your relationship with Ville was better than ever but this last few days only one question was on your mind...how were the two of you making it work if the two of you live far away from each other. As much as you tried not to think on it you couldn't and it was breaking you apart.
Wanting to enjoy the time with him to the fullest you expended every day with him and the guys going everywhere. Since Ville A. decided that you had enough pictures from where to choose the two of you had stopped taking photos or just taking for pleasure. Now you were on your way back to Finland where the guys were playing their last 3 concerts and after that you would part ways with them once again.
Arriving at Helsinki airport the guys decided that each one would go home and rest for a bit after the concert that was that night. Ville decided for you to go and stayed with him while Ville A. stayed at his home. Taking a cab going hand in hand the two of you were driven to Ville's apartment. You climbed the two sets of stairs and reached Ville's apartment door and opening it all you could smell was tabacoo.
"You haven't been here in forever and still that smell is here" You said and he laughed turning on the light since the curtains were preventing the sun to come in. Looking around the living room, just a couch, a coffee table and a tv in front of it, all you could see clearly was the papers scattered around it.
Looking up at him with 'I knew I would found this' look, Ville just grinned as with his feet he pushed some of the papers so he could walk, "Eh well I'm a lonely man"
And walking to him wrapping your arms around his neck you whispered, "You aren't a lonely man anymore" Which made Ville grinned and replied, "You are killing my loneliness" And with that the two of you started kissing. Ville wrapped his arms around your tiny waist bringing you closer to him as he wanted the two of you to become one and never been apart. But he also knew that you had to go in a week what he did know is that he wasn't going to let you go that easily, not now not never.
A knock could be heard on the door and you were about to pull away but Ville didn't let you, "Ville someone is at the door" You managed to say in between kisses and sighing he pulled away and went to open it. There stood a tall brunette girl very skinny and with green eyes.
"Ville I heard you were back in town" Said the girl as she walked in not noticing you.
"Yes, what are you doing here Jonna? I think I made it clear the last time we saw each other that I don't want to see you again" Said Ville as he left the door opened for her to walk out. And when she finally noticed you with a disgusted look she turned to Ville and asked, "Who's she?"
And walking to you,Ville wrapped his arm around your waist and replied, "She is Carla, my new girlfriend. So Jonna what do you want?"
"You changed me for that?" She asked as that disgusted look was still on your face. "Excuse me but I'm not insulting you so don't insult me" You finally said as you tried to control your voice. You weren't about to fight with her, you were more intelligent than that.
"Listen, sweety, I do whatever I want and If I wanted to insult you because you are with my man, then I will"
With made you laugh, "Your man? Why didn't you think that when you were in bed fucking with your best friends huh? He is your man when you are lonely well listen now, he is tired of that fucking bullshit now he has me and you can gladly go and fuck yourself" You said and you felt as Ville tighten his hold around your waist. Jonna was about to punch you but Ville stopped her.
"Go! Now" And pushing her outside he closed the door in her face but you could still hear Jonna screaming, "You will come back to me just like always" And with that you heard her stormed off. Ville turned to you with a suffering look and walking to him you gave him a hug.
"I'm sorry about that, she still thinks I'm his and I hate this" Ville said which made you look up at him and putting your hand on his cheek you said, "Listen, just don't hear her she will do anything to hurt you because you don't want to come back to her" Nodding his head Ville let go of you and said "I will go to lay down" And walking away not giving you a kiss he just slammed the door shut something that shocked you.
And then was when you started thinking that if he acted that way was because he still loved her. Sighing feeling your heart ached at that thought, you grabbed your hand bag and walked out of the door leaving Ville alone in his house. Not knowing where to go you started wondering around the city all the time trying to forget about this whole situation but it was hard when you had poster of this man and his band everywhere.
Sitting in one of the many benchs in the park you crossed your legs and just looked down to the floor, you had drifted into space when you heard a voice next to you, "Hey why such a sad look?" You heard someone said in finnish and looking up you replied, "I don't speak finnish, sorry"
Smiling, the blonde guy with blue eyes replied "Oh so you are american?"
Nodding your head, you saw him smile a big smile "I used to live there in California"
"Really? I'm from Los Angeles" You replied and you felt your cellphone vibrated and taking it out you saw that it was Ville. Deciding that you didn't want to talk him yet you turned it off and looked up, "Problems?" The boy asked and with your suffering look he replied ,"Oh sorry I'm Matthias" And extending his hand , you took yours and shook them "I'm Carla and yeah some problems but I guess everything will be fixed"
"Nice name, is it american or something?"
"Nope actually it's Italian, my grandparents were from Italy" And with that the two of you started a long conversation, one that had you talking for one hour but as you didn't reliaze that it was late, you still talked.
Ville was trying to call your cell but it was off, frustated he didn't know what to do and hating the way he acted before like he didn't care about you and just what he felt, he wanted to punch the wall and Jonna for that matter. He didn't know what came over him and he wished that you weren't mad at him. Calling the only person that could help him, Ville dailed Ville A.'s number and waited for him to pick up.
"Sup?" Said Ville A. from the other line.
"Listen Char had left and she isn't answering her phone and I don't know where she is, man you have to help me"
"What? What do you mean she left?"
"Yes, we had some problems here and she just simply left, she didn't tell me"
"Fuck, I'm on my way there" And hanging up, Ville waited for V.A. (Ville A.) to arrive.
Seeing it was getting dark and that you had a concert to go, you said "Hey Matthias, I have to get going but it was really interesting to talk to you" And standing up, he followed and said "It was a pleasure meeting you, I will give you my cell if you want again to have a talk like this" and nodding your head with a smile the two of you exchanged cell numbers and with a kiss on the cheek the both of you left.
Calling Ville A. since you didn't want to call Ville after that you waited for him to pick up. When he did, you heard him freaking out "Where the fuck are you?"
"Wait, calm down. I was just walking around"
"You got me fucking worried, you could have tell you were going out" Ville A. continued screaming.
"Listen, I'm a big girl already I don't need to ask if I want to go out anyway where do I meet you to go to the concert?" You asked as you walked around waiting for him to give you a direction.
"I'm at Ville's so come here"
"No, I will meet you at the concert hall" And hanging up already knowing the concert was held you started walking to it. And stopping in a bar, since there was still an hour for the concert to start , you got into it and asked for a beer. Drinking it slowly you looked around the place. It was quite a nice place all wooden and pretty dark. There was bands pictures around the wall and also vinils.
Finishing your beer you payed the bartender and left. Arriving to the concert hall you walked to the backstage door and waited for the guys to arrive. You heard your cellphone ringing and taking it out you saw that it was Jussi "Hey Char where are you?"
"I'm at the backstage's entry"
"Okay we are arriving in 5 minutes, wait us there" And agreeing you put your cellphone back on your back pocket and waited for them. You felt someone tapped your shoulder and turning around you saw Matthias with a beautiful smile on his face. "Hey, what are you doing here?" You asked also smiling.
"Came to see two of my favorites bands and you?"
"Well I'm the photographer of HIM and The 69 eyes" And you saw as his face turned into a shocked expression, "Are you serious?" He asked and you nodded. And just then you saw the bus parking and all the guys coming down. "Here they come" Jussi was the first one to spot you talking with a blonde guy that he didn't know and walking to you he handed you the backstage pass.
"Do you want to join us?" You asked Matthias and he grinned "I would love to" So asking Jussi for one more backstage pass, Jussi was thinking if Ville would kill him if he gave it to you. And thinking that maybe it was a friend, Jussi gave the backstage pass to you and all of you got inside. You were glad that you didn't cross paths with Ville all the time you were there. That was until you got the room where the guys were staying before the show with Matthias by your side.
Ville sent Matt a death look that you swore could kill but you didn't care so taking Matt to the drinking table the two of you grabbed beers and talked. Ville A. walked to you and wrapping an arm around your shoulders he asked, "So who is this boy here? I'm Ville nice to meet you" And shaking hands with him Matt replied, "I'm Matthias"
"I met him today at the park" And nodding his head, you saw as Ville came to join the chat with fire burning in his eyes. "Oh Ville man! I'm a big fan of you" Said Matthias as he turned to Ville. Barely smiling Ville nodded his head and shook hands with him. You decided to leave but Ville wasn't having that "So Char where were you today?" Ville asked trying to control his voice.
"I went for a walk around the town where I met him" Nodding his head Matt said, "Yeah she was in the park, by the way you two are friends?"
"Yes, friends" You said and you hated the look that Ville sent your way. Deciding that you were better off of there, you excused yourself to go to the bathroom and you were glad when you succesfully made it outside and down the hall opening the door of the bathroom. Breathing heavily, you waited until you calmed down and opening the door you saw Ville standing right in front of you.
"What do you want?" You asked as he pushed you inside and locked the bathroom door, "What the fuck is wrong with you?"
"Now we are friends? What the fuck is wrong with YOU, not with me" Ville asked as he walked to you and you got away from him.
"You are fucking in love with Jonna and you are with me to forget about her, that's the problem" You replied with venom in your voice and soon he had you backed up on the wall his hands at both sides of your head.
"What the fuck are you talking about?" Ville replied with a dead tone.
"You heard me" You whispered, you were scared from that look he had, it was like he wanted to beat the shit out of someone.
"You are wrong, you misunderstood the situation"
"I didn't, let me go" You said trying to push him away but he was stronger than you, "You aren't going anywhere until you heard me" He replied and shaking your head, you looked up at him.
"I don't know what come over me but I swear I'm not in love with her"
"You are in denial that's it, Ville just let me go I won't hate you if you love her just let me live my life and you solve your problems with her" You said and finally pushed Ville aside and when you were about to unlock the door he asked, "So you are going to leave like this? You will just believe whatever the fuck your mind wants to believe?"
And turning around with your eyes filled with water you replied "Yes" And walking out you closed the door and walked down the hall looking down. Slamming into someone you looked up and saw Matt, "Hey I was looking for you...what's wrong?" He asked as he saw the tears in your eyes.
"Nothing I just had a little dust in my eyes" And not believing you he replied "Come on, let's have something to drink" And walking with him to the bar he asked for two beers and handed one to you. "Not to offend, but I just don't want to talk about it, Matt"
Smiling that charming smile he replied "It's okay, we will talk about whatever you want"
Ville walked out of the bathroom and back to the backstage room, he wanted to talk to you he didn't want to leave things like that, it wasn't the way it was supposed to be. But not seeing you there, he asked everyone but nobody had seen you and Matt either. Seppo announced that it was time to go on stage and Ville with a dead look on his face walked into the stage trying to locate you through the crowd he saw that you were sat on the bar with Matt laughing. And he let out all his anger by singing and screaming into the microphone.
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